All I can say is "Oh woe is me"....when it comes to the cold room
But other than that, I do much better when I don't know what I'm supposed to do, nerves wise....."Hey, I didn't have time to practice...so what do you expect mentality sets in" which calms my nerves....In teaching I always preferred impromptu observations by the principal rather than having advance notice....people expect more then.... Guess I'm still applying this...But this doesn't mean I play better....I'm just less nervous....
so I can enjoy it more....